I wish I could tell you the reason for my lack of posts was because I am out experiencing super fun things and staying so busy that I can't keep up with life...SORRY! I just have nothing going on! My life has become a lot like Groundhogs Day...the same routine over and over again! It's starting to get old...real fast! Despite my boring life I am also becoming more aware of all the wrong things that have and are happening in my life and find it hard to think of what I am grateful for. I think all my idol time allows me to dwell on what I don't have and what I feel I desreve! I HATE feeling this way and I hate feeling this way even more around Thanksgiving! I hate when I have a hard time counting my blessings...I know there are many...I guess I just need to start doing more service and looking after those around me rather than myself. Why you may ask well lets just say things aren't going to just get better because I want them to...but by serving people I love will just distract my evil trains of thinking and help me be a better friend, sister, neighbor and person! So...here's to service...may it bring me the peace I seek!
ps....I also can't wait for my brothers to come home for Thanksgiving! I have missed them and I know that them being around will keep me busy!
2 comments:
Amen sister! May we always be grateful for our little apartments :)
You always seem so positive and upbeat! I've always admired that about you. I suppose we all have days when we feel discouraged. There has to be opposition in all things, right? Sometimes its hard feel grateful, even when you know you're blessed. Hope you feel better soon!
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